Muslimah

You know? today, my tittle becomes sensitive word.. You know lah... it is related with pemilu.. But anyway.. In my life this word sometime is really meaning full.. Why? because I got something called calm, quiet, tranquil, serene, restful, peacefull, relax, composed, sedate, palacid from this word..
Actually, every girl who is muslim will be called muslimah.. Yah, as muslimah I ever studied at madrasah or pondok pesantren.. Bellow I show my xmadrasah..

five years ago, I had studied here.. around of many and just muslimah.. a lot of knowledge about Islam I got from there.. And yesterday night, my supervisor believes me to teach in this madrasah.. Don't know why, but it remembered me that I have been so far from my knowledge and velue that my teacher teachs to me..
It becomes more broken my heart when my junior call me..
They call me Ustadzah, but my hearth can't receive.. My heart just wispereded, "Dek, karakterku udah jaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh bbbbbuuuuuuuaaaaaannnnngggggeeettttt dari yang dulu.." Yah, dun know why,.. I am not proper to be called as Ustadzah..  Thanks Allah bring me back in this place eventhough not to learning here again, but for teaching.. At least this place have guided me back in the right way again.. Alhamdulillah.

@MuallimatYogyakarta